Dear You, Thank you so much for everything, You were my first, And always be, You were there in every conditions, No matter where and when, You were always there with me, Supported me in every way.
You taught me from scratch, Until what I am today, And I did literally scratch you few times :P, But you stayed strong with me.
You gave me the first experience, And most probably to some of my friends too, And I treasure it dearly, I really do. But it is time to let you go, It has been too long, But there's nothing I can do anymore, Your were such pain in the ass lately, And you are too costly to be taken care of, So MATBABA dear, Thank you..Thank You..Thank You..
I present you, BABAJI :) Not keen on the color but I still heart you :x
During the early Ramadhan, the surau was packed. The crowd was really big where some people had to pray outside the surau..on the mattress. But now, everyone can fit in that surau. There are even some lines vacant. In Mekah, we don't see this scenario. It is totally the opposite. Come on ppl!!! It's the last 10s of Ramadhan. Everyone is so excited to do more good during these days. So marilah kite grab the chance and do more good deeds :) May we be blessed InsyaAllah~Baarakallahu fiikum Oh, all this while, the standard pesanan from the imam will be "Luruskan saf. Rapatkan saf" But today, I heard 1 new added :SIle matikan atau silentkan fon. Technology rules?? :P p/s: Just watched Meter. Drooling =p~ ngehehe
I came back from a 1 week business trip with a high fever. My temperature was 39° Special thanks to Kamal for driving me to the clinic and also SH to get my medication. It was not easy to find those 2 places. Thanks to Sue to direct us to the panel clinic eventho it was close when we arrived. Lucky there were many available clinics there. Thanks to Mass and Rena for being very motherly taking care of me. And everyone else for being so supportive (for wearing mask when around me :P )
Talking about the trip, it was exhilarating. Very very tiresome but we enjoyed it a lot. The participants were great. We had very little sleep to conduct such big event but it was worthwhile. We were very glad to hear the closing speech from the VIPs. They will fund the event next time :)
Frankly speaking, I enjoyed doing this event so much. I didn't know how much I feel comfortable working with them. We were very close. I will be very sad if I were to leave this company. But there are some people I hate back in the office and desperately want to avoid them...
The team exclude the left most, the guy in white and the lady in vest
Anyways, today is the 1st day of Ramadan. I still have my fever but I fast :) Wishing everyone Salam Ramadhan. May we be blessed with everything good from the holy month. InsyaAllah...
I had an exam. The journey took about 40 mins. I miscalculated and reached the place 7mins late. Then I went inside the room. The lady asked me whether I am a candidate or not. I said yes. She asked again. And I double confirmed my answer. After she was satisfied with it, she ushered me to my seat. Everyone was staring at me, probably because I was the late comer of the day. Blergh whatever. Then the lady gave me the attendance sheet. I dun haf any pens. I borrowed a pen from the man behind. Then I had to ask the lady for a pencil since I was ashamed to ask for the man again for a pencil pulak. THe lady looked at me in disbelief. And then there was a column for angka giliran. I dunno mine. I left it blank. Then another lady who was colleting the sheets from everyone asked me to write down my angka giliran. I said I dunno where to get it. She said it's inside the letter sent at home. I said, I am sorry I didn't aware of that and I dun have the letter with me. It was at home in Melaka. She stared at me for awhile, and then asked for my IC no. Luckily she can check the angka giliran for me :D And so I answered all the questions. It was tough. I simply answer, I dun even changed my answer (probably because I dun haf an eraser with me :| ) And that was it. After that paper, the lady was very nice to ask me whether I managed to answer all questions. Then I realized everyone dress decently. The ladies wore baju kurungs or formal clothing. The men wore at least collared tshirt. And I was wearing a tshirt, jeans and a sliper jepon. Noice~ After the 3rd paper, I rang-ed a friend who took the same xm but at a different place and she mentioned about the dresscode. No wonder everyone was looking at me when I entered the room. I thot it was a latecomer-stare they gave me. But I thot wrong apparently. Oh well, at least the lady let me to sit for the xm.
SO lesson learnt. Before going to exams, do read all the details. Bring all the necessary documents so that you x memalukan diri sendiri.
I watched Ek Eleh (yeah, am a big fanof Afdlin Shauki) And at this 1 episode, they showed this machine. It is a personal transport. You do not need a license. And it is very easy to ride. Lean forward to go straight, sit up straight to brake. Sway the handle to the left or right to steer. Coolest gell!!! It uses battery. Rechargeable. And it cost about RM28k (this is the cheapest price) Blurgh~! But I like it. Very user friendly (not money wise tho :( )
I was having lunch with a friend. We were talking and talking...until we paused for a while. Then we realized, we are the only ones talking there. There was 1 couple sat beside us. They came a little late than us. Then they sat with their lunch in front of them. They ate and ate and ate. Few times they looked at each other, but most of the times they ate. Trying hard to finish their lunch. We were watching them eating and eating and eating. We actually stopped eating for a while watching them eat.Then we started to guess what they are actually. 1) they are 2 of them, a man and a lady 2) they came to lunch together 3) they are about the same age 4) they are not talking at all so it's whether 1)they're couples but had a small fight before decide to go lunch together 2)they’re colleagues but had some rough financial issue with their company
Then, the man finished his lunch. Only then we were smiling when the man FINALLY said something to the lady. We can’t hear what he was saying, but he did say something. The lady just nodded, but hey, at least they conversed…their way :P
I was watching When Harry Met Sally(yes, I know I am wayyy late to watch the movie, like about few minutes ago). And there was this scene where they had dinner, and Harry was saying and I quote” It is so nice when you can sit with someone and not have to talk”..and pop! the lunch scene with a friend comes into my mind heheh..
I remembered one saying" people will treat you the way you treat them". Somehow, I don't agree with the statement.
I was never good to E. Ever! People from miles away can see how much I hate E. I acted that way because the way E treated me. But lately, E was somehow nice to me. I don't know whether E's trying to do the reverse psychology, or E somehow has learned the saying. And now, I am confuse on how to react in front of E :|
Then there was F. I was ok with F. I don't remember being bad to F. But F pissed me off real bad. And so I treated F the way he treated me. But then it made me thinking, if I want F to treat me nicely, why am I not being nice to F? But then, I WAS being nice to F, why did F not doing the same thing to me?
G comforts me the most. So far, I treated G very nicely. Viceversa. I really hope the relationship lasts >:D<
From these 3 situations, the saying can't really be applied to normal social life. Or maybe, each person is taught with different styles and ways of living. This is what I encounter today. it is a really mix-up emotions. My mind is tired. I need a lot of rest.
Erm...this entry is created especially to those who wished, who celebrated, who gave and who thots :) Thank you Thank you. I love the pizza, the ice cream cake, the double shot cake. Out 0f 10, I received 3. Happy2 :x
The class was finally over. I didn't go to the last class. Tried to practise on my own just now. But I got dizzy. Only managed to do it for 15 minutes :| End up lying on the bed, writing this. I wish I have this table
Today is my 1st day of work after a looong holiday. A pampering holiday in BALI!!! 2 things I don't favour on this trip: 1) It's too short :( Too many things can't be done at that time. Can't do much shopping either. 2) We don't get to see the hawt bods surfing and missed out the 'papayas' :(
The hotel was so so. The pakgad was super scary.Hate the traffic and the drivers there :| The scenary was exhilarating. I love their huge waves(the ones splashing on the rocks). I was impressed with their art of carving. The people there were very religious. Almost everywhere you can see them pray and do their daily rituals-a place rich in culture. I enjoyed the Kecak Dance but hate the living monkeys :| Especially when they display their sharp fangs. Ever since the bad memories in Langkawi, I will never want to stay close beside wild monkeys. I had my first lobster beside the beach. There was also traditional performances while we're having dinner. We celebrated Mun's birthday there too. I tried few marine activities. We fought the crazy wave, snorkelling for nothing :| We drained ourselves just to swim back to the boat. I was burping all the way, having too much sea water :| I have to salute Azwa for not wearing life jacket yet can still face the crazy sea. For the 1st time I tried the flying fish and paraseiling. I prefer the flying fish than the latter. I curled myself with ular, I can still remember the feeling of holding the body. Yucks! I hold a turtle. Do not be fooled by its 'hand'. It can slap really hard! I make friend with an iguana!! Yes, I am proud of myself on how well I bonded with nature :D It is a waste if you go to Bali but do not try any of the spa facilities. The 2nd night we were there, we tried the foot, neck, shoulder and hand massage. It was good after a looonngg tiring few kilometres of walking. Especially when you had to carry loads. The 3rd night we tried another spa. We had the hot stone, full body scrub, full body massage and foot massage and all this cost us only freaking Ringgit Malaysia 40!! Mane nak dapat beb kat Mesia!! Oh! Azwa had some misfortunes. Had knee injuries of too much posing and some stolen money incident at the spa :( Udek lost hers too :( So moral of the story is: Do not overdo while camerawhoring and please please make sure your wallet is with you all the time...
I received a text mesage from her which made me a little surprised for a moment. I told the whole family about it after I 'woke up' from that surprise moment. They dont care of course, but happy to share the happy news with them haha.. Yes, I was extremely excited after that. I wish I was there when the announcer announced the result. I really wish I was there to celebrate with the others. I love the song they played. I even had a cassette (yerp, this was long time ago, when cd's are too expensive to get) of one of the piece the played-the Peter Pan's song. The Solos were great. Maybe the trumpeter was nervous a bit, but hey...u guys won. Sooo proud of you!!!!Congrats adek2!!!
I love theatre. I love theatre more than I love watching movies at the cinema.Obviously more than I love watching movies at home. Yeah, I love theatre.
I love to listen to music. I love singing but I know I suck at it. Whatever. To me, life without music is lifeless.
This October, there will be a theatre musical. CUCI THE MUSICAL.Can't wait!!!Wee :D
Had a lovely dinner yesterday. Azwa n Hudam..Happy Bornday to both of you. Mwah Mwah :x
i feel like blogging. but i do not have anything interesting to write at the moment. i just came back from kampung. two of my cousins got married. as of this moment, all of my cousins my batch are married. so everyone had started asking me when will the next kenduri be. Sigh:-<
i am waiting patiently for the reply from them. it has been almost 2 months.Sigh :-<
my farm is in chaos. i planned to restructure. but the internet was too slow. i cant even load my farm. Sigh:-<
the only thing that im not sighing now is the fact that im on leave tomorrow!!!!wooyeehaa!!!!!
last weekend was hilarious. we had a so called bbq party at serk's. End up, we bought some satays and kenny's and dominoes and donuts. Yess..all the lovely good stuff. oh before that, on the way to serk's, i was at a mosque. while preparing to pray, i accidentally step on a bug n it bit me! n saket!! now my tapak kaki a bit bengkak :( back to the party..the first few hours was eating session. we ate and ate and ate while watching af haha. then we decided to bring out the cake. the birthday girl was shocked. i cant believe that she didn't have any clue we were to celebrate her birthday that nite. a bit silly I guess since her birthday is that day itself. Zat, u can join Hudam Serk & Might's clan ar camni :P Anyhu,we decided to pour some flour onto her. and the flour-thrower get over excited and went wild. everyone was running to save their lives and somehow hudam pushed me off into the 'pool'. i grabbed might, hoping she could hold on standing n pull me. but nope, we fell in together. she was on top of me. n I get a brutal bruise from that incident. So, the birthday girl has flour all over her and Might n I smell like f***.i didn't realize about the bruise at that time, but the next day I woke up, i saw it n i was shocked. it didn't hurt at all tho. But today I woke up with a bigggg swollen blue bruise n its friking painful!!! urgh!! saba je la.So I blame u the flour thrower and you the runner from the flour. ********************************************************** Thanks Serk for being the most hardworking host. U did a great job!Sorry Might for pulling u in together. Thanks Sit n Camy for the last minute shopping.Hudam & Zue, wait for ur birthday celebration, I'll make sure u guys soak like FISH!Thanks to linda kama for letting us camera whoring dat day. To alan n z n aris for merrier-ing the party, thanks a bunch.the aftermath was fun too :x Last but not least, Hapy 25th Aizat!!Mwah mwah!!
He was admitted. Suspected of dengue. Praying for the best for him. I was thinking, how selfish I am, not visiting him there. Last time, even a mild flu I had, he still came to see me. Yes, feeling pretty selfish. But that's it. I just sit on my bed, drafting an entry. ************************************************************** I called him. If everything goes well, he'll be out this Monday or Tuesday. He told me to not come home. Wait till the dengue guy spray the area. Heh. And so I am relief. All the guilt wash away.
I am marathoning LOTR. It has been almost a week now. Yeah, I am a bad example of a marathoner. So what?Heh.Ive watched the trilogy once, and now I want to watch it again since I never came in early during movies. So often I miss the early parts.
We plan to go to Batam this weekend. But today's Berita Harian headline is 'Elak Ke Luar Negara'. Sigh. Not sure whether we're still going or not. Anyways, had the old passport renewed. I am sooo loving the new picture. Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than the old one. SERIOUSLY! Adapted from a real conversation after looking at both of my passports: A: Passport lame ni, muke u mcm budak pandai yg selekeh B: Kau mesti suke gile kan gamba baru kau ni (gelak yg sgt horror)
Im at the office. Im fasting today. It just rained. And the office is cold. Cold doesn't go align with empty stomach.Waiting patiently for break fast time. Lately I have been famish all the time. Ok, too strong for a word. I am always feeling hungry. Non stop. I don't know whether it's the weather or the vertigo reaction. Trying to change the menu to a healthier one.
Yesteday I went to yoga after a week's break. Now Im body aching. Need to stretch more often. Oh! Am going to have a futsal match tomorrow. My first ever haha! Don't know how to play one, never try to learn n going to play tomorrow. I dont even have a shoes to play. Even worst, I am a kaki bangku!! Haiyoh. We'll see how it goes.
I have always known as the penipu among my frens. Not that I tipu as a living, I do it for fun. And my frens know that as well. Today, a collegue asked me a question. And i answered him honestly. but he laughed. He thot I was lying. He said my expression says it all... What??? I was so into it to THAT extend??
Today I feel good. I asked a question to my sister, and I forwarded her replies to some dear friends. I felt good after that. I feel good they felt good reading it.
I gave someone something, hoping that someone will get some good from that something I gave. Somehow, I don't see any good from there. Well I don't know. Cant really judge. Diff ppl diff character. Some can express themselves really well, some can't. But I do feel good when sharing / giving something valuable. Esp when the person received the gift I shared/gave, likes it / benefited from it.
Today, I feel good :)
I was reading a friend's status: Love The Heart That Hurts You, But Never Hurt The Heart That Loves You. Hm..
Toooo manyyyy things happened and I've been wanting to write them all but seriously I am lacking of time :( Not that Im busy with work, or anything. Just that I dun have the ample time to having the access of internet. So here's some bulleted points on what seems like an overdue posts:
1) Izwan Ikmal aka my only intelligent brother ( I only have 1 brother anyway) got straight 11A's for his SPM. Hellestest proudest Okest!!!He even appeared on a local newspaper. Planning to scan the n/paper cutting but no time to scan it. Later aight!
2) I have been working for a year and a week today! And cant wait to change job. Hating the current one :( Trying hard on successing the new plan.
3) I want to further studies!!! I planned to take Eng Management. But after going to the UK Edu Fair, decided to change the course. Something more technical. I remembered those degree time. Those stressful exams days. I know it will be hard. But somehow I just want to do it :| Praying hard to be more like Izwan .. :|
4) We planned to surprise Asserk on her birthday. We waited for 4hrs for her arrival. She came 4hrs and 5min after(where the party was already over). Well, we enjoyed ourselves. Hope she was too :P Happy belated again Serk :P
5) I think there's more that I want to blog. Tapi x igt da! Haish...
6) Oh! Nanad has left for Japan. She was sooo lucky. So jealous of you ok! She can't speak Japanese and yet the Nippon gov is sponsoring her for her research at the University of Tokyo!!! Sooo lucky ok!
7) Ha satu lg! I went to an event last weekend. Can't believe I actually went to that event hahah!Thot it would be boring, but I thot wrong. All the speakers were good and funny. I laughed my head off. And yes, I suffered a 2days headache after that :|
Was reading a fren's blog. She changed hers. Since it's holiday, and I dun haf anything to do, so decided to change mine :) And here u go! :D Oh! Sorry for the lost :( I really am. Hope u're doing fine :) I went to Mraz's concert. I had fun. He was fun.
It went broke again. He decided to finally change it. Well, he's been saying it many times before, but this time he seems to really mean it. I dun put too much hope on his words, but it's good if it's really going to happen. And then she suddenly wants to buy a new one. She told her already, she seems ok with it. I dun know what he gonna say about this. Seriusly, I dun really care if he wants to change it, or she wants to buy a new one. But if both of them is doing what they want to do, I am totally fine with it, in fact, I will be GLAD!! Heh.
They were discussing about this group. Then I suddenly remembered this song. The lyric is... indescribable. Just enjoy the clip :P
I googled: KETEK=KETIAK JIGONG=PLAK GIGI MENYAN=KEMENYAN JEMPOL=THUMB??? TERASI=SHRIMP PASTE
It was gloomy. 2 bailed out last minute and left me alone. At 830 only I started to fresh up and so I went. It was drizzly. I reached there just in time to watch Yuna woohoo! She only performed 2 songs which is dissapointing. Not her singing of course. Wish she could sing more. She was great tho. And so was Estrella. They got to sing 3 songs. 1 which Im not familiar with :P The hi-lite of the day was the performance by this 1 guy..err...girl..err... A boy dressed up like a diva who thinks he sounds like Ziana Zain and Fantasia Barrino. Looking at him sing makes me wanna puke. But I managed to spill out laughs instead of the Cisnan I had earlier. Well, we didn't stay long to know he won the competition or not. plus! I dun even care. *Somehow, I can still picture him singing yucks! After that, we went to a Mamak stall. Unfortunately, I parked my car at the birds' public toilet. My old-but-I-still-care-for car was bombarded with no mercy!! From back to front, even at the sides!!My intention of not washing the car before just had to be canceled. Hmph!
*************************************************** It was at Manjung. She often to and fro-ing, sometimes in a day's time. So I thot it would be short and easy. But I thot wrong! Manjung was far..and the journey was looonng. I hate long journeys especially when it is hot n messy, and I am totally hungry. We reached there late. At 5pm!!! Lucky the food was still there :D And we ate our heart out ( well, at least I am :D ) There are 2 possibilities of coming late to a wedding. Either you get a VIP service, or otherwise. And lucky we get the VIP service woohoo!! But we missed seeing SN. Urgh! Anyways, I like ur dress Waf. Suits u perfectly. Feel bad for not joining the Arabian Night party :( I know it would be fun. Shud haf told us earlier! Boleh mengorat pak Arab! Kih kih... Reached Kl 1-ish. Reached home at 230-ish. The journey was fine. We decided not to take the road we took earlier. Earlier was scary. After was wayyy better. Full of pretty lights and medium size vehicles instead of slow moving big lorries on the road with no lampu jalan whatsoever. CONGRATS WAFA!!WEE~!! ****************************************** Kami kemas rumah tadi :) ****************************************** Budak Ini Sangat Superb!!!
Is your favourite colour blue? Do you always tell the truth? Do you believe in outerspace? And im learning you
Is your skin as tanned as mine? Does your hair flow sideways? Did someone took a portion of your heart? And im learning you
And if you dont mind Can you tell me All your hopes and fears and Everything that you believe in Would you make a difference in the world I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation Only you can make me
I let my guard down for you And in time you will too
if you dont mind Can you tell me All your hopes and fears and Everything that you believe in Would you make a difference in the world I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation Only you can make me
if you dont mind Can you tell me All your hopes and fears and Everything that you believe in Would you make a difference in the world I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation Only you can make me
or the hot brewed sip of chocolate..
