Hijab

Assalamualaikum
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I remembered A told us ; peoples' facebook status updates nowadays are more spiritual. Many has posted in an indirect da'wah way. It's a good change insyaAllah. I am happy to see many of my girlfriends has decided to be more accurate in living the islamic way. Honestly happy.
I myself is trying to learn and practice the correct way. I admit, I am nowhere perfect as a muslimah, be it in my way of dressing, or my way of talking / action. I do cover my hair, but not properly covering my aurah. I don't lower my gaze, I speak whatever I want. I try to complete all the wajibs, am not consistent tho. Yeah, I know my imperfection *Sigh
I was watching this 1 talk show. The speaker was very blunt, which I think is good (sometimes). Of all the things she said, this 1 phrase hit me.
' Kepada semua muslimah terutamanya para isteri, sekiranya anda keluar dan tidak menjaga batas-batas pergaulan sesama rakan, anda telah meletakkan satu kaki suami anda ke neraka. '

It's deep. I am a grown lady now. I know what is good and bad. Now that I am still single, my dad is the one responsible to everything I do. Nauzubillah, when I think about this,  I absolutely am not ecstatic to this thought. I want to change to be better. I do. InsyaAllah, may Allah make it easy for me. Ameen.

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On a different note, now that I am engaged, I do wear my engagement and merisik ring when I go out. And somehow, I feel secure. Haha. Not that I am being cautious before, but now I feel that men look at me in a different way now. Cheh, I know I perasan only. I am not saying Im hot or people find me sexy ke ape. Tapi the way men talk to me are different now. Lagi appropriate. Yerp, I noticed that.

Wedding prep is on going alhamdulillah. Mom and me had some uneasy discussions, but we managed :D We  are good negotiators. HAHA! Dearest fiance is busy with work but still butt in with some ideas and agree on most things (which I like :P). Our motto for the wedding: Asalkan Everyone Happy :D

p/s: I feel so sluggish watching this juiceworks guiy making juices. Going to get some veges n fruits to blend later. Hehe.
Ta!