Wednesday, May 3

·How Does It Feel·

Suddenly, I am thinking of this song. It's by my most fav singer AVRIL LAVIGNE Woot Woot!

How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?

What do you feel if you love someone soo dearly and it happens to be a very big event for that lovely someone, let's say the born of her first child. It is a big day for her, and of course for you too but she doesn't want you to be there beside her.
What do you feel if you care soo much for someone whom you would do anything for, but when it comes to her big graduation day, she despise you to be there.
What do you feel if you need someone soo badly for comfortness of life for instance your father, but he neglects you all the way thru his life as well as yours.
What do you feel if you keen on someone soo affectionately and wants to share everything with him/her, but he/she never includes you in his/her life.
What do you feel if you are nothing but being all supportive for his big football match, but all he can say is "don't you think of coming all fancy with the pom poms. All the cheering will only make me nervous and I'm gonna lose this game".

If I were to encounter all the IFs, I may not kill myself to death[for sure.]...I dunno, maybe cry the whole night, think over of why everything you do is all wrong to the person you loved, put yourself in everyone's shoes, socks, panties or whatever and try to make things better and rekindle the relationship. Haha! I dun think I can be that positive. I dun know. But the fact that you were trying so hard to be part of their lives, share all the highs and lows, the victories and the shames like there's no secrets whatsoever between you and them and the fact that living together joyfully is totally what togetherness is all about, does trigger my feelings and the heart. What do you think???

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

why guyz don't like us to watch their presentations? don't they need some supports and familiar faces to not feel nervous?