Buang Yang Keruh, Ambil Yang Jernih

Dear You,
Thank you so much for everything,
You were my first,
And always be,
You were there in every conditions,
No matter where and when,
You were always there with me,
Supported me in every way.

You taught me from scratch,
Until what I am today,
And I did literally scratch you few times :P,
But you stayed strong with me.

You gave me the first experience,
And most probably to some of my friends too,
And I treasure it dearly,
I really do.

But it is time to let you go,
It has been too long,
But there's nothing I can do anymore,
Your were such pain in the ass lately,
And you are too costly to be taken care of,
So MATBABA dear,
Thank you..Thank You..Thank You..

I present you, BABAJI :)
Not keen on the color but I still heart you :x

MANE SUME ORANG PERGI?

Mane sume orang pergi?

During the early Ramadhan, the surau was packed. The crowd was really big where some people had to pray outside the surau..on the mattress.
But now, everyone can fit in that surau. There are even some lines vacant.
In Mekah, we don't see this scenario. It is totally the opposite.
Come on ppl!!! It's the last 10s of Ramadhan. Everyone is so excited to do more good during these days.
So marilah kite grab the chance and do more good deeds :)
May we be blessed InsyaAllah~ Baarakallahu fiikum
Oh, all this while, the standard pesanan from the imam will be "Luruskan saf. Rapatkan saf"
But today, I heard 1 new added :SIle matikan atau silentkan fon. Technology rules?? :P

p/s: Just watched Meter. Drooling =p~ ngehehe

This is my fav so far

Cokelat Cokelat Celop Celop!Celop!

I just realized that I do not like chocolate.

I love the hot melting chocolate fondue, or the hot brewed sip of chocolate..but not the frozen chocolate in a bar.

Yeah, after 25 years of living, I just realized.

...

I want to write this down because I don't want to forget about this. So...
I have archeried!!! hahha...

Anyhu...Yesterday I went to a surau. And this is the first time I went to a surau where it has tv, viewing the men's area. Coolest? Heh

Today perot rase x sedap...Urgh~!

39°

I came back from a 1 week business trip with a high fever. My temperature was 39°
Special thanks to Kamal for driving me to the clinic and also SH to get my medication. It was not easy to find those 2 places. Thanks to Sue to direct us to the panel clinic eventho it was close when we arrived. Lucky there were many available clinics there. Thanks to Mass and Rena for being very motherly taking care of me. And everyone else for being so supportive (for wearing mask when around me :P )

Talking about the trip, it was exhilarating. Very very tiresome but we enjoyed it a lot. The participants were great. We had very little sleep to conduct such big event but it was worthwhile. We were very glad to hear the closing speech from the VIPs. They will fund the event next time :)

Frankly speaking, I enjoyed doing this event so much. I didn't know how much I feel comfortable working with them. We were very close. I will be very sad if I were to leave this company. But there are some people I hate back in the office and desperately want to avoid them...

The team exclude the left most, the guy in white and the lady in vest

Anyways, today is the 1st day of Ramadan. I still have my fever but I fast :)
Wishing everyone Salam Ramadhan. May we be blessed with everything good from the holy month. InsyaAllah...

Restaurant City

I had an exam. The journey took about 40 mins. I miscalculated and reached the place 7mins late. Then I went inside the room. The lady asked me whether I am a candidate or not. I said yes. She asked again. And I double confirmed my answer. After she was satisfied with it, she ushered me to my seat. Everyone was staring at me, probably because I was the late comer of the day. Blergh whatever.
Then the lady gave me the attendance sheet. I dun haf any pens. I borrowed a pen from the man behind. Then I had to ask the lady for a pencil since I was ashamed to ask for the man again for a pencil pulak. THe lady looked at me in disbelief. And then there was a column for angka giliran. I dunno mine. I left it blank. Then another lady who was colleting the sheets from everyone asked me to write down my angka giliran. I said I dunno where to get it. She said it's inside the letter sent at home. I said, I am sorry I didn't aware of that and I dun have the letter with me. It was at home in Melaka. She stared at me for awhile, and then asked for my IC no. Luckily she can check the angka giliran for me :D
And so I answered all the questions. It was tough. I simply answer, I dun even changed my answer (probably because I dun haf an eraser with me :| ) And that was it. After that paper, the lady was very nice to ask me whether I managed to answer all questions.
Then I realized everyone dress decently. The ladies wore baju kurungs or formal clothing. The men wore at least collared tshirt. And I was wearing a tshirt, jeans and a sliper jepon. Noice~
After the 3rd paper, I rang-ed a friend who took the same xm but at a different place and she mentioned about the dresscode. No wonder everyone was looking at me when I entered the room. I thot it was a latecomer-stare they gave me. But I thot wrong apparently. Oh well, at least the lady let me to sit for the xm.

SO lesson learnt. Before going to exams, do read all the details. Bring all the necessary documents so that you x memalukan diri sendiri.

Bitter Heart

I watched Ek Eleh (yeah, am a big fanof Afdlin Shauki)
And at this 1 episode, they showed this machine.
It is a personal transport.
You do not need a license.
And it is very easy to ride.
Lean forward to go straight, sit up straight to brake. Sway the handle to the left or right to steer.
Coolest gell!!!
It uses battery. Rechargeable.
And it cost about RM28k (this is the cheapest price)
Blurgh~!
But I like it. Very user friendly (not money wise tho :( )

When Harry Met Sally

I was having lunch with a friend. We were talking and talking...until we paused for a while. Then we realized, we are the only ones talking there. There was 1 couple sat beside us. They came a little late than us. Then they sat with their lunch in front of them. They ate and ate and ate. Few times they looked at each other, but most of the times they ate. Trying hard to finish their lunch. We were watching them eating and eating and eating. We actually stopped eating for a while watching them eat.Then we started to guess what they are actually.
1) they are 2 of them, a man and a lady
2) they came to lunch together
3) they are about the same age
4) they are not talking at all

so it's whether
1)they're couples but had a small fight before decide to go lunch together
2)they’re colleagues but had some rough financial issue with their company

Then, the man finished his lunch. Only then we were smiling when the man FINALLY said something to the lady. We can’t hear what he was saying, but he did say something. The lady just nodded, but hey, at least they conversed…their way :P

I was watching When Harry Met Sally(yes, I know I am wayyy late to watch the movie, like about few minutes ago). And there was this scene where they had dinner, and Harry was saying and I quote” It is so nice when you can sit with someone and not have to talk”..and pop! the lunch scene with a friend comes into my mind heheh..

FCUK!

I cut my hair short.
I fucking hate it.
I feel like I am 1 of the 3 stooges.
Fuck! ...

KARMA??

I remembered one saying" people will treat you the way you treat them".
Somehow, I don't agree with the statement.

I was never good to E. Ever! People from miles away can see how much I hate E. I acted that way because the way E treated me.
But lately, E was somehow nice to me. I don't know whether E's trying to do the reverse psychology, or E somehow has learned the saying. And now, I am confuse on how to react in front of E :|

Then there was F. I was ok with F. I don't remember being bad to F. But F pissed me off real bad. And so I treated F the way he treated me. But then it made me thinking, if I want F to treat me nicely, why am I not being nice to F? But then, I WAS being nice to F, why did F not doing the same thing to me?

G comforts me the most. So far, I treated G very nicely. Viceversa. I really hope the relationship lasts >:D<

From these 3 situations, the saying can't really be applied to normal social life. Or maybe, each person is taught with different styles and ways of living.
This is what I encounter today. it is a really mix-up emotions. My mind is tired. I need a lot of rest.

p/s:met them. we never changed :P

Toodles~

3 Out Of 10

Erm...this entry is created especially to those who wished, who celebrated, who gave and who thots :)
Thank you Thank you.
I love the pizza, the ice cream cake, the double shot cake.
Out 0f 10, I received 3. Happy2 :x

NAK MUNTAH!!!

The class was finally over.
I didn't go to the last class.
Tried to practise on my own just now.
But I got dizzy.
Only managed to do it for 15 minutes :|
End up lying on the bed, writing this.
I wish I have this table

Urgh..Now I feel like vomiting =(

Ħšҗ

Today is my 1st day of work after a looong holiday. A pampering holiday in BALI!!! 2 things I don't favour on this trip:
1) It's too short :( Too many things can't be done at that time. Can't do much shopping either.
2) We don't get to see the hawt bods surfing and missed out the 'papayas' :(

The hotel was so so. The pakgad was super scary.Hate the traffic and the drivers there :|
The scenary was exhilarating. I love their huge waves(the ones splashing on the rocks). I was impressed with their art of carving. The people there were very religious. Almost everywhere you can see them pray and do their daily rituals-a place rich in culture. I enjoyed the Kecak Dance but hate the living monkeys :| Especially when they display their sharp fangs. Ever since the bad memories in Langkawi, I will never want to stay close beside wild monkeys.
I had my first lobster beside the beach. There was also traditional performances while we're having dinner. We celebrated Mun's birthday there too.
I tried few marine activities. We fought the crazy wave, snorkelling for nothing :| We drained ourselves just to swim back to the boat. I was burping all the way, having too much sea water :| I have to salute Azwa for not wearing life jacket yet can still face the crazy sea. For the 1st time I tried the flying fish and paraseiling. I prefer the flying fish than the latter. I curled myself with ular, I can still remember the feeling of holding the body. Yucks! I hold a turtle. Do not be fooled by its 'hand'. It can slap really hard! I make friend with an iguana!! Yes, I am proud of myself on how well I bonded with nature :D
It is a waste if you go to Bali but do not try any of the spa facilities. The 2nd night we were there, we tried the foot, neck, shoulder and hand massage. It was good after a looonngg tiring few kilometres of walking. Especially when you had to carry loads. The 3rd night we tried another spa. We had the hot stone, full body scrub, full body massage and foot massage and all this cost us only freaking Ringgit Malaysia 40!! Mane nak dapat beb kat Mesia!!
Oh! Azwa had some misfortunes. Had knee injuries of too much posing and some stolen money incident at the spa :( Udek lost hers too :(
So moral of the story is: Do not overdo while camerawhoring and please please make sure your wallet is with you all the time...

Like Finally!!

I received a text mesage from her which made me a little surprised for a moment. I told the whole family about it after I 'woke up' from that surprise moment. They dont care of course, but happy to share the happy news with them haha..
Yes, I was extremely excited after that. I wish I was there when the announcer announced the result. I really wish I was there to celebrate with the others.
I love the song they played. I even had a cassette (yerp, this was long time ago, when cd's are too expensive to get) of one of the piece the played-the Peter Pan's song. The Solos were great. Maybe the trumpeter was nervous a bit, but hey...u guys won. Sooo proud of you!!!!Congrats adek2!!!

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I love theatre. I love theatre more than I love watching movies at the cinema.Obviously more than I love watching movies at home.
Yeah, I love theatre.

I love to listen to music. I love singing but I know I suck at it. Whatever. To me, life without music is lifeless.

This October, there will be a theatre musical. CUCI THE MUSICAL.Can't wait!!!Wee :D


Had a lovely dinner yesterday. Azwa n Hudam..Happy Bornday to both of you. Mwah Mwah :x

19:17@Office

i was ...


and now i am

konklusi dari entry ini: saye di ofis tetapi saye tidak bekerja bersungguh-sungguh :|

wooyeehaa

i feel like blogging.
but i do not have anything interesting to write at the moment.
i just came back from kampung.
two of my cousins got married.
as of this moment, all of my cousins my batch are married.
so everyone had started asking me when will the next kenduri be. Sigh:-<

i am waiting patiently for the reply from them.
it has been almost 2 months.Sigh :-<

my farm is in chaos.
i planned to restructure.
but the internet was too slow.
i cant even load my farm. Sigh:-<

the only thing that im not sighing now is the fact that im on leave tomorrow!!!!wooyeehaa!!!!!

The Disastrous Fun Weekend

last weekend was hilarious. we had a so called bbq party at serk's. End up, we bought some satays and kenny's and dominoes and donuts. Yess..all the lovely good stuff. oh before that, on the way to serk's, i was at a mosque. while preparing to pray, i accidentally step on a bug n it bit me! n saket!! now my tapak kaki a bit bengkak :(
back to the party..the first few hours was eating session. we ate and ate and ate while watching af haha. then we decided to bring out the cake. the birthday girl was shocked. i cant believe that she didn't have any clue we were to celebrate her birthday that nite. a bit silly I guess since her birthday is that day itself. Zat, u can join Hudam Serk & Might's clan ar camni :P
Anyhu,we decided to pour some flour onto her. and the flour-thrower get over excited and went wild. everyone was running to save their lives and somehow hudam pushed me off into the 'pool'. i grabbed might, hoping she could hold on standing n pull me. but nope, we fell in together. she was on top of me. n I get a brutal bruise from that incident. So, the birthday girl has flour all over her and Might n I smell like f***.i didn't realize about the bruise at that time, but the next day I woke up, i saw it n i was shocked. it didn't hurt at all tho. But today I woke up with a bigggg swollen blue bruise n its friking painful!!! urgh!! saba je la.So I blame u the flour thrower and you the runner from the flour.

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Thanks Serk for being the most hardworking host. U did a great job!Sorry Might for pulling u in together. Thanks Sit n Camy for the last minute shopping.Hudam & Zue, wait for ur birthday celebration, I'll make sure u guys soak like FISH!Thanks to linda kama for letting us camera whoring dat day. To alan n z n aris for merrier-ing the party, thanks a bunch. the aftermath was fun too :x
Last but not least, Hapy 25th Aizat!!Mwah mwah!!

Jual Ikan

He was admitted. Suspected of dengue. Praying for the best for him.
I was thinking, how selfish I am, not visiting him there.
Last time, even a mild flu I had, he still came to see me.
Yes, feeling pretty selfish. But that's it. I just sit on my bed, drafting an entry.
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I called him. If everything goes well, he'll be out this Monday or Tuesday.
He told me to not come home. Wait till the dengue guy spray the area.
Heh.
And so I am relief. All the guilt wash away.


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