Cannonball

At 1++pm, mummy called. She gave me a news that was a bit shocking and I was and still am sad :( It's our cat. If you read my previous entry, I did mention about him. He seldom comes home, barely home actually. Lately, he did come back but he didn't recognise any of us. He ran when Idayu tried to give him his favourite food, he never answers when anyone calls him. He is very thin and doesn't look healthy. I told mum to bring him to see the doctor, but he kept running away, it is hard to catch him. He came, just to sleep under the car. Cikcim thought he was bitten by a snake, no one knows and now the venom has poisoned him and maybe damaged his brain. I dun know :( A very dear friend of mine told me his story when I shared mine. He too had a cat long ago. Then the cat didn't come back until 1 day he did came, but with body full of ulat. In the end, the cat died being eaten by the ulat2. Sad huh? I was never fond of cats, but our cat is the only cat that I love so dearly [But still afraid to hold him Haha]. He is like my best friend, a very good listener. He listens to every of my babling but never say anything, not even a Meoww...

Ayahanda wants to organize a kenduri on 1st May but I'm not able to come as I still have assignment due on the 2nd. So, now he's not sure whether to still having the kenduri. Hate being a 'penghalang' Sigh~

All this while, deep down I know that I'm very stingy and possessive but I keep on denying them. This few days, I just realize that I am totally what I think I am. Haha! So there you go, the bad side of me. So people, just bare with me. I'm not that bad actually :| Just dun take whatever is mine, or think of borrowing them from me, or touch them, or look at, let alone stealing them from me. Blanje...tgk time ar. See, I'm not that bad rite? :D