:))

I was hellestest bored. My bedmate went out with her date. So I'm all alone in the room. And so I Google search, typed in my name and found this :)) The caption is amir bawa irna gi Phuket, thailand... Haha!!

Bai en!



P/s: This is not me. Seriously!! :|

Bohring~!

They fetched me.
We went to his gathering dinner at Shah Alam.
We were tired and sleepy. I already felt unease. Sleepy makes me moody.
So we went to bed.
The next morning, I woke up by her many phone calls. Heh (Ngantok ar~!)
We went to breakfast.
Later after that, she arrived from Seremban.
We took off to KLCC.
On the way there, we met with a minor accident. A Gen2 hit our car. The lamp broke :(
We ate at Buhara, KLCC. They were Lebanese.
We ordered.
Then she arrived from Cheras.
Then we celebrated our birthday Wee~
All received our presents. >Happy<
I was sent home.
Watched Pirates Of Caribbean II with him. Nice muvi :D
I was not in the mood. Again, sleepy makes me moody.
But he understands it all. Thanks Babe~
Am blogging.
Soon to sleep...

Malaysia Is Damn Hot!!!

Today I went to the Multimedia University Engineering Society Overseas Research Programme(MESCORP) 's conference. Overall, I really like it. The program went smoothly la I can say. Actually this is the first time I ever go to a conference. So I'm kinda excited of coming to one heh. The feeling is like as if I'm in the Dewan Negara debating on usul2 Hehe..(Ok Poyo.Whatever~!)
I'm planning on continuing my studies in Msc in Engineering Management at first but now I think why wasting on a 5 years course of bloodsucking electronics engineering when suddenly you want to do some other thing, rite? Memangla still got the 'engineering' title there, but it's not worth it la. Even now Malaysia is lack of experts in the thing im studying so why not meramaikan lagi. Of course I can still learn from my future senior colleagues for experiences. I never done any researches before, so I hope the FYP wil be the starting branch for me to mingle in this field.

So the Convo is coming, and so do the Convofest. One of the activities is PAINTBALL!!! Im one of the sub committees, under the promo bureau. It's fun as we could actually hold the real marker( its the gun called), and shoot it and of course showing other people to use the stuff. We're not pros obviously, in fact some of us have never played paintball before. So it's really enjoyable. So anyone who wants to join can still register here Worth to try. Outside, you can never get this price. The prize is also lumayan. Everything is in the website. So JOIN!!! :D

¤Bintang-Bintang Adalah Bute¤

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home?
Oh no, ohh

I like Paris Hilton +I like Ska(ska ker lagu nih?)=I like this song

.Haha.

We (that includes Azwa and Watie) had a surprise birthday party. Thanks to Azura, Ill, Aini and Emi for the lovely-serious-tak-expect-gell-party.
We had A LOT of food to eat.
We had to extend tables to place all the food. So U can just imagine la how banyak the food was. Bak kate Azwa "Macam Dalam Mimpi"
We had live band singing birthday song to us
We got to blow candles on the stage.
We got people coming to sing along for us.

Some of the pics can be viewed here

I treat myself a haircut for my birthday and I like it.
I got many birthday wishes from many many sweet frens.
Pomp and he-Pomp sang me the birthday song. (Soon to come the birthday present I hope )
Faizal Iman too sang me one
Azwa and Hafiz got me into eating Tiramisu Cake for the 1st time Heh.

Terime kasih kawan-kawan


As the world knows, FIFA World Cup ended on the 9th of July, which coincidently is my birthdate :D And I am sure everyone knows who got into the finals. It was the French and the Italians. I totally on the France side as I never knew any Italian players besides Toti. That too, only by his name and not his face. At first, I do feel that Italians did play their best. Even before the finals, I dun think that France would win by looking at Italians previous performances.
But when seeing the finals last week, they weren't that good actually. Both France and Italy were equally good. No doubt as durgh~!why were they got into penalties then right?
Then the Italians won. Heck. Menang penalti buat ape.
So it wasn't a big fuss or anything. What really massive is the part where Zidane butting Materazzi!! Materazzi really deserve that. Haha. The things he said to Zidane was really bad and sooo sucky. Zidane was soo right, using his heading knocked down Materazzi. I am so so in love with him :x.
Anyway, it would be a nice birthday treat if France won, tapi nak buat macam mane. Anyhow, I am so proud of Zidane and he really deserve to get the 'Golden Ball'. After all, he did all the things a pemain terbaik kejohanan would do, tak kesahla menang ke tak :)

Hatest!!!

I Hate Pakgad
I Hate The Authorities
I Hate Anyone in White Uniform
With Stupid Badges Or Stripes Or Whatever
I Fucking Hate Them

Di suatu Hari....

Scene: MRSM Kuala Klawang


Father: Izwan! Kucing kite tu dah balik tau!
Child I: Bukan la yah. Tu bukan kucing kite. Kucing kite lain rupe die.
Child III: Hak ah. Yang tu lain yah!
Father: Izwan penah tgk ke? Ape lak. Tu mmg kucing kite. Kalau x macam mane die tau pulak nak dtg rumah ni.
Uncle: Pandai pulak tdo bawah keto sumo. Kan dulu kucing tu suko tdo bawah keto.
Child IV: Ye la kaklong. Tu kucing kite. Kalau kasi makan die tu, die makan je.
Child III: Bukan. Die punye bulu lain.
Child I: Hak ah. Kucing kite tu bulu die lawa sket. Ni kat tengkuk die mcm lain sket, kan Izwan?.
Father: Takkk..Ayah rase tu kucing kite. Ayah rase die kene accident tu. Haritu igt x die datang, tapi die x kenal kite. Ayah igt sekarang die punye brain dah slowly recover. Tu yg datang blk rumah kite.
Child IV: Kan haritu die dah lame x dtg. Tibe2 datang. Memang kucing kite la tu.
Child I: Tapi yg tu nampak gemok plak. Haritu cakap kucing kite dah kurus tanak makan sume.
Father: Sebab die dah mule recover brain die tu. Tau makan balik.
Mother: Kalau tgk kt ekor die, mcm kene langgar kan.
Child I: Bukan la ma, kucing kite dulu mane ade ekor. Kucing yang dtg ni, die ade ekor.
Uncle: (Smiles)
Father: Haritu, wife die datang kat die, x gadoh ape. Memang betol la kucing tu kite punye dulu.
Child I: (Manela ayah aku ni tau tu wife die. Memandai jeh)
uncle: Kalau bunyi keto, dio toruih lari. Takot agak eh!
Child I: (Kesian..Sure fobia kene accident:( )
Mother: Haritu pandai die masok rumah pegi kt stor cari makanan die. Kalau kucing lain, mane tau ade makanan die kat situ.
Father: Yo ko? Bilo?
Mother: Ado haritu.
Father: Angah pon dah suke ngan kucing dah. Haritu die balik, die ade main ngan kucing kan Dayu?
Child IV: (Angguk) Hak ah!

.Bukan Surat Chenta.

Tukang paip yang kubenci,

Saye benci orang yang tak reti nak buat keje betol-betol. Kalau org suruh buat tu, buatla betol2. Dah memang keje awak kan kene buat. Buatla betol2 walaupon tak bersungguh2. Bukan saye tak bayar awak. Saye bayar. Berape je awak mintak, saye bayar asalkan buat betol-betol keje awak tu. Saye cakap kat awak, sinki saye bocor. Awak pandai-pandai nak repair jamban punye saluran sekali. Lepas tu awak suke hati je nak kenekan bayaran. Saye senyap je sebab saye kesian kat awak berpeloh2 buat kerje. Naseb baik awak baiki sekali sinki tu. Ingatkan dah beres, tapi masih lagi ade sket bocor kt sinki tu. Bile panggil awak datang baiki balik, awak datang tgk, tapi awak cakap awak tak bawak pita nak balut saluran paip tu. Awak cakap kejap lagi awak nak datang. Tapi awak x datang2 jugak.
Harini plak, saye perasan bilik saye banjir. Banjir awak tau! Dahla ade wayar2 sume. Awak nak saye kene kejutan elektrik ke? Awak nak saye mati ke hah?? X berhati perot betol la awak ni. Naseb baik perasan banjir tu cepat2. Kalau tak, taktau la ape akan jadi ngan saye dan teman bilik saye. Penat kitorang bersihkan air2 tu sume. Bile awak datang tgk, awak setakat letak pita tu je. Tapi masalah bocor banjir saye ni, awak x baiki lagi. Kawan saye telefon awak nak suruh awak datang, awak datang lambat. Pastu tah ape2 yang awak buat, bile saye balik dari kelas saye tgk bilik ni banjir balik. Awak cakap awak dah baiki, tapi kenape ade banjir lagi???!! Awak ni reti buat keje awak ke x? Saye ni budak kejuruteraan elektronik. Kalau saye blaja baiki paip, memang dah lame dah saye baiki kebocoran tu sendiri. Tula sebab saye telefon awak, memandangkan kononnye awak hebat dalam bidang ni. Tapi Hampeh!!!
Saye bukan nak merendah2kan kredibiliti awak, tapi tolong la buat yg terbaik. Nanti awak jugak yang dapat malu. Sekarang ni, saye terpakse gune komputer riba kawan saye utk berinternet sebab risau la nk gune komputer saye dgn air yg membanjiri bilik ni. Tandas pulak terpakse gune yg kt luar punye sebab saye dah tutup dah punca air bilik air saye tanak kasi banjir lagi bilik. Penat awak tau tak?Eishk! Kalau awak buat keje awak betol2, tadela sampai bocor, air keluar dari dinding sume. Takdela awak kene datang banyak2 kali rumah saye ni nk baiki bocor ni. Awak penat datang, kawan saye penat telefon awak suruh datang rumah. Bukan murah nak telefon awak tu.
Haish~! Saket hati saye bile pk sume ni. Sume pasal awak. Saye memang benci awak!

Yang benar,
Saye

»Curi Idea Wati Jap :P«

Je suis si heureux pour la France gagnant le jeu la nuit passée. Je ne pourrais pas la regarde vivre puisque j'ai la classe ce matin, et j'ai ai déjà connu les points mais it's worth it du regarde le jeu de répétition. Zidane est vraiment macho et frais et très beau avec son dernier but. Naturellement Henry est totalement mignon Heh. Tous en tout, Vive La France ! Weehee

Happy Happy!!

Today is Tuesday.
Today dated 27thJune 2k6.
Today is Nooraziati Abdul Wahab's 22nd birthday.
Today Wati's gonna 'open table' celebrating her birthday. Hoyeh~!!
Today is Tuesday...

~The Birthday Girl~

P/s: Penat aku letak gamba kau cun2 ni. Siap buat pantun 5 kerat lagi utk kau.Komisen lebeh sket ar :P Anyway, Selamat Hari Jadi Watikus!!!

»Garlic Cheese Bun«

It had been a quiet week. The nouvel semester had just started, and there are yet no assignments or tutorials or labs to bother me, so I'm kinda at ease Heh. Still trying to manage my timetable with the World Cup going on, and the early classes, plus adapting the new resolution Im making which somehow never change from semester to semester Haha..

Situations in the house were a bit hectic at the beginning with few people stayed here while waiting for hostel applications. Then there was this 'thing' with this 'someone' need to be settled off. Then came the new housemates...
We bought a katil for the bilik. It will arrive tomorrow InsyaAllah. Bese je, not very fancy. Nak pakai setahun je pon. Planning to buy a standing fan for the bilik, and a carpet to cover all the oh-so-messy-cables, and change the curtain. Then nak rearrange the bilik to make it look nicer and spacier(?~). But still none has been done so far :P. Not that I dun haf the time, in fact I have A LOT of that but not enuff money-la Beb! So haf to do one at a time. Can't wait for the new look Hehe.

So...World Cup :D. At first I was confident Brazil gonna win tapi after seeing their performances, tak tau la sekarang. Probably Argentina. Germany pon menarik. It was all unexpected la jugak. Ghana pon boleh tahan. So seriously, I dun know who's gonna win. Talking about football, I just watched Gol & Gincu the series. I like it. I've been following the cerite since day 1 Heh. Ala-ala peminat susah mati la jugak :P The lead actress-Fazura is ok la. But I like Sazzy Falak the most. She looks natural la jugak belakon. But I superhate Pierre Andre. Acting die boleh tahan la since he had acted in some films, involve in theatre some more, tapi bile die cakap je memang fail la! Seriously, I hate the way he talks. Geli ok! If I ever met anyone talk to me like that, sumpah aku gelak ar! No offense, tapi eishk! Maybe that's what the director wanted, but it just turns me off. No offense to the Pierre Andre's fans, but Im just saying what I think and what I feel. Suke hati ar kan /:)

Pomp! I've seen the pokok kelape u've been telling me yesterday & they are Cuns :D Those who are interested in seeing, pliz go to MFM Alamanda & enjoy the beach party(kononyeh) :P Anyway, I met 2 ppl there. A junior and a long-time-no-see-primary-school-fren MARZIAH. We talk a bit, then suppose to change phone numbers but ended up only me giving her my number, because she was supposed to missedcall me, but still nothing up until now :|

So there you go...My Quiet Week -END-

Ker-ra-ving!!

Babel-T

3 Cute Babies and Mummy

Today is my dear mom’s birthday. Unfortunately, the first ever present she got was a stolen handphone. I mean, some stupid person stole my mother’s handphone which she just bought about couple of weeks ago. Bangang betol itu pencuri! Lucky her, she got a oh-so-caring-husband to buy her a new one later Heh. Anyways, this is the lovely roses she got :D

On the 14^th of June 2006, kire semalam la kan, we’ve got 3 babies Wee~They are all chocolate, white choc and white choc black in color. Here are couple of pics for viewing Hehe. Sangat the comels!!Im still not sure which is girl or boy. They still can’t open their eyes yet so it’s kinda cute seeing them try looking for their mummy’s nipple for milk Hehe.

When Sleep Is The Only Options Left Heh!

PREFERENCE

Fashion
Hats or caps : I wear tudung, so I prefer none.
Make-ups or au naturel : Au Naturel
Dress or blouse : Dress
T-shirts or shirts : T-shirts
Pants or skirts : Depends on the occasion
Jeans or slacks : Jeans
Backpack or handbag : Sling Bags
Shoes or sandals : Sandals
Heels or platforms : Heels

Food
Breakfast or dinner : Breakfast is the most important meal :D
Chinese or western : Both
Chinese or indian : Chinese
Meat or fish : Fish
KFC or McD : McD
Chocolate or vanilla : Definitely Vanilla
Peanut butter or jellies : Erm..I like kaya or Nutella better :P
Coffee or tea : Teh tarik!

Music and Film
Britney Spears or Avril Lavigne : No doubt Avril Woohoo~
James Blunt or Ryan Cabrera : Neither
Jazz or ballad : Ikot mood
Julia Roberts or Sandra Bullock : Haiyoh~ due2 I like one!
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise : Erk! Brad Pitt kot
Action or horror : Both

Technology
Call or SMSing : Tengok credit :P
Digicam or MP3 player : Now, I would love to own a Digicam :D

Extras
Gardening or reading : Reading
Roses or orchids : Lilies of any kinds
Wealth or health : Health
Family or friends : Both
Toyota or BMW : RAV4 and 1 series Heh
Apartment or terrace : Bungalow
Red or blue : Yellow and Purple

Birthday Wish!!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest Azwa Amira Alip

»Katun«

I LOVE CARTOONS, especially Spongebob Squarepants. One of the major reasons is that he is yellow in colour and I love the colour yellow and that particular cartoon is extremely stupid and funny in a very hilarious way (??!). A snail sounds like cat’s meowing, jelly fishes are treated like butterflies, a squirrel living in the sea etc. I tell you, this cartoon is unbelievably doofus! I also enjoy watching The Adventures Of Jimmy Neutron. The main character is a kid who has a large head and can invent many things. He is not that funny but his friends are, his super lamest friends Carl and Sheen. Ha-ha.. I like watching Sin Chan too as of course he is soo adorable and slumber gell! ‘Budak yang tak tau malu’ is best referred to him. Basically I love watching cartoons with stupid and lame jokes and not that Barney-friendly-type of cartoons.Heh.

I am sure Malaysians are aware of the new tv channel called Channel 9 ke TV 9 ke as long as there is the 9 there: P. I don’t think those using Astro have this channel, soon maybe. But a ‘normal’ tv can enjoy it now Wee~

How these two things about me liking to watch cartoons and the existence of tv9 ever related? Well, fortunately, TV9 has Spongebob and Jimmy Neutron as some of its programme. And so me being the fan of this two cartoons, switch on the tv and watch la kan, when I totally shocked to hear that both of the cartoons are in Bahasa Melayu. I am not those people who hate Malay Language; in fact I am proud of it. Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa B-). But it turns out really bad and stupid and it really make me want to switch off the tv. Come on la! For those kids who doesn’t know or understand yet the language, it should be okla as they would only watch without understanding anything. But cartoons are not meant for babies only for god sake! They are other viewers who would really enjoy watching and they tend to have fun watching it, but to me it was disappointing. I am not underestimating the alihsuara team. They did a very good job on the Sinchan. They were way better than the Japanese version. But not on these two cartoons. I don’t know about the other cartoons since I have no intention on watching them, but tolong la! Haish…

¤Stupido Me¤

I did the most stupidest thing ever-I let my youngest sister drive the car!!! Stupid rite? BTW, she's only 10!!! Well, I was really not sure why I let her change sit with me but I did. As the result, she didn't know how to control the pedals [Durgh!Obviously!!] and we hit the big vase in front of my house, and the front of the car went 'senget'. The plate no crack a little, but fortunately the engine was still on. Im not sure now, but I hope it still can function.
At that time, I really didn't know what to do. I was blank. I could've lift the handbrake and free the gear and off the engine but no, I just hold on to my breath yelling at my sister to push the brake which of course she was totally not sure what's what. Double stupid of me. I wasn't thinking whether we're going to be ok or not, but lucky us, not a scratch on our bodies. We're in good condition Alhamdulillah. Seems that Allah still let us live.
The car was a total wreck and my mother was at her top rage. My father still doesn't know about this. If you really know my father, he is a ferocious man. He could yell at anybody who offended him. ANYBODY let alone his own daughter. This incident happened last night, and he hasn't come back from Seremban yet so Im still in one piece. Im planning to lie to him that I accidently push the acceleration pedal when I want to actually push the brake but after a almost half day of thinking, I think I should just tell him the truth. Wrecking his car is one thing, and lying to him is another. So I couldn't risk doing anymore mistakes.
Above all, I always think that everything happen for a reason. There is the Qada and Qadar. Im gonna face every whatever thing I have to face for this stupid incident and Im gonna live with it. Like Faizal Iman always said, "Lets bygone be bygone". Im still worried, no doubt about that as I haf the strong feelings that my father's gonna come back home tonite, but just haf to face it rite? There are so many things happening in my life these few days-the hols, his birthday celebration, her sister's wedding, her wedding, the new maid named Wati [no offense yah Wats! :P] but this tops it all. Definitely! Hehe.. Haiyoh~

Next up is the exams result. Another sucky thing to face. Probably next week will it come out, so Im praying real hard that I dun fail any of my papers or that will triples x2 the anger my father has on me. Im so miserable. Heh

Yucky~!

»Buhsan«

The exam's over, now it's HOLS! The most waiting moment ever Heh. Eventho the exams were sucks but I dun give a damn. Malas nak pikir dah. When the results are out, that's when I'm gonna start worrying :|

And so, we had our housemates day out as what Azwa referred it to. We went to Sunway Lagoon. Why Sunway Lagoon? Because Azura never been there that's why. Us minus Azwa, plus Idayu, Rabiatul, Cikcim, Izham and Tengku. We had fun yes. And the best thing of all, we met Shah Rukh Khan as in the Bollywood actor Haha. Not a big fan but he is a big star so thot of 'kecoh'ing to everybody Haha. Him with his wife and two kids and many many followers and irritating bodyguards. But we got a very good view of him and the family. B-)

Later that night, Azura and Hafiz had an accident. So we gather up at the scene, supporting(??) them up until going to the police station. Didn't get the chance to go in the station tho, but it was fun Heh.

I've just finish marathoning Prison Break Woohoo~ Up next are few more episodes of Grey's Anatomy and Desperate Housewives and full season of House and some movies. I love the hols. Haha...

I'm all alone tonight. Azura went out. Faizal Iman's at his bro's. He was supposed to help his brother cleaning up the house but couldn't do it as there are still no water supply :)) Next time cek la dulu. Padan Muke =)) Planning to clean the room, but dun haf the mood to do it. Prison break seems to be more tempting heh. So yeh, I'm bored as hell.

.Unlimited Access of Aircond.

Isn't it interesting...
Today I cut an orange,
Yesterday I also cut an orange,
Today I do my homework,
Yesterday I did my homework,
Today I wait for the bus,
Yesterday I waited for the bus,
Today I sweep the floor,
Yesterday I swept the floor,
How is it that while the meaning of my action is the same,
the verb I use must change tense?
Isn't it interesting that tenses can tell the action
I do today and that done yesterday!

I found this printed poem in front of my mom's printer. Yes! I'm at home Woohoo~. The maid has gone back to Indonesia, mom's alone doing all the stuff in the house, so me being the greatest daughter came home to help things out Huhu...So, petang tadi, I cooked ayam goreng cili padi. I haven't been in the kitchen for quite sometime and probably the 'touch'[ade ke pon :P] is no longer there. I just forgot that cili padis are suppose to be verrry the pedas. So I put a hell lot of them in my cooking. Believe me, I actually cried tears eating my chicken. They're not just bergenang, but actually flowing down my face. Me being a anak jati Negeri Sembilan surely kuat makan pedas but this really challenge my credibility Heh. So people, don't ask me to cook anything hot Haha!!Luckily I haf lots of chocolates and water to cool things off :D
Back to the printed poem, Im not sure whose one is it but I haf a feeling that it's my younger sister's. Kinda interesting poem so I thot of posting it here for..fun I guess :

>Some people has their own way of motivating other people. Nevertheless, the action taken should be right at all means. People asked questions. You answered honestly. People replied back mockingly. It's hurtful Im sure. But try to think positive, try to blend with that person's way of giving advices tho it's hard. Sigh~<
>Dun just say. Do it. Bak kate pepatah" Cakap tak serupa bikin!" No need to talk big on what u didn't do, it was stupid! Above all, dun talk big!<
Oh! Taylor rocks! woohoo~

Diary For Today

...,
550pm- Woke up. [I know it's damn late. But I'm not feeling well. So That's explain it all]
600pm-Mandi
700pm-Went to the clinic. Thanks to Aini for driving me there and to Watie for acompanying :)
800pm-Went to Alamanda. Eat to eat the medicine :P...Shop a little to ease the mind Haha...
1020pm-Reach home.
11pm-Put on the mask I bought
1108pm-Blogging

¤Babe¤

I Have A New Pet And Her Name Is Babe. She Is Purple In Colour and She Is A Hedgehog.
A Very Hawtness Hedgehog Babe Woohoo~
Flip Here, Feed Here, That's All I Need To Do Haha...
I Just Lef My Babe!

CIk Operator, Talian Sudah Mati!!!

>> I guess i never wanted this
Another 'ever after' kiss... Oh
Operator, the line is dead
Oh no,
it's only me and all the walls inside my head <<

I heard this song that day,
& I think I like it,
Later after that,
I heard it played on the radio,
I like it better,
Just now, I heard it again,
& I know for sure,
I really like this song,
Lucky me,
Azwa has this song in her computer,
And Watie has too,
And now I'm playing it over & over,
Huhu...

·How Does It Feel·

Suddenly, I am thinking of this song. It's by my most fav singer AVRIL LAVIGNE Woot Woot!

How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?

What do you feel if you love someone soo dearly and it happens to be a very big event for that lovely someone, let's say the born of her first child. It is a big day for her, and of course for you too but she doesn't want you to be there beside her.
What do you feel if you care soo much for someone whom you would do anything for, but when it comes to her big graduation day, she despise you to be there.
What do you feel if you need someone soo badly for comfortness of life for instance your father, but he neglects you all the way thru his life as well as yours.
What do you feel if you keen on someone soo affectionately and wants to share everything with him/her, but he/she never includes you in his/her life.
What do you feel if you are nothing but being all supportive for his big football match, but all he can say is "don't you think of coming all fancy with the pom poms. All the cheering will only make me nervous and I'm gonna lose this game".

If I were to encounter all the IFs, I may not kill myself to death[for sure.]...I dunno, maybe cry the whole night, think over of why everything you do is all wrong to the person you loved, put yourself in everyone's shoes, socks, panties or whatever and try to make things better and rekindle the relationship. Haha! I dun think I can be that positive. I dun know. But the fact that you were trying so hard to be part of their lives, share all the highs and lows, the victories and the shames like there's no secrets whatsoever between you and them and the fact that living together joyfully is totally what togetherness is all about, does trigger my feelings and the heart. What do you think???

·Anniversary·

1st May 1982 - The day they get married.
9th July 1984 - The first child was born. She was and still is totally adorable and gorgeously cute ;;)
24th Dec 1985 - Their 2nd daughter was born.
9th May 1991 - Their one and only son was born.
22nd July 1995- The last daughter was born.
Then until now- Still happily married and live the most perfect life :D

Love both Ayah and Ma >:D<

How Many Times, How Many Lies

The cicak jantan in our shower is dead. Probably he didn't haf anything to eat, or drowned to death or too much odour he had to cope up with Erk~[I was talking about the shampoos and all the chemical stuff, what do u think??!] Well, it is sunat to kill lizards, so I dun feel guilty or anything Haha.

Probably those who really really read my blog would be verry bored of reading about the weather of Malaysia. Totally Hot Peri-Peri. That is exactly what I'm feeling right now. I'm not sure whether it's only me or others feel it too but I really can't stand the weather. But, no matter how hard I complain, that's how it's going to be. The Qada and Qadar :) Just have to go with the flow and stop whining about it Hehe. How I wish this week would end very quickly so that I cud go back home and enjoy the comfortness of unlimited access of air-con :D

Just now, we tried our self-made parachute. Threw it from the 2nd story, did float for a few seconds then it goes down straight on the road. Haha. I'm not sure whether our satellite is going to be a success or not. For me now, as long as there is the parachute, the hardware and the software, it shud be enuff. I dun care whether it's going to function or not. This loads of assignments made me really tired and not that energetic to do any more tasks.

I've tried the Banana Cream Frappucino Blended Cream at Stabax. It taste like pisang hehe:P. Thanks Pomp for telling me about this eventho I didn't get the 30% discount :|

Thot of calling bonda today, but somehow it slipped off my mind with all the stuff I've been working on like mad. Urgh~ Missing her and those at home :(

Cannonball

At 1++pm, mummy called. She gave me a news that was a bit shocking and I was and still am sad :( It's our cat. If you read my previous entry, I did mention about him. He seldom comes home, barely home actually. Lately, he did come back but he didn't recognise any of us. He ran when Idayu tried to give him his favourite food, he never answers when anyone calls him. He is very thin and doesn't look healthy. I told mum to bring him to see the doctor, but he kept running away, it is hard to catch him. He came, just to sleep under the car. Cikcim thought he was bitten by a snake, no one knows and now the venom has poisoned him and maybe damaged his brain. I dun know :( A very dear friend of mine told me his story when I shared mine. He too had a cat long ago. Then the cat didn't come back until 1 day he did came, but with body full of ulat. In the end, the cat died being eaten by the ulat2. Sad huh? I was never fond of cats, but our cat is the only cat that I love so dearly [But still afraid to hold him Haha]. He is like my best friend, a very good listener. He listens to every of my babling but never say anything, not even a Meoww...

Ayahanda wants to organize a kenduri on 1st May but I'm not able to come as I still have assignment due on the 2nd. So, now he's not sure whether to still having the kenduri. Hate being a 'penghalang' Sigh~

All this while, deep down I know that I'm very stingy and possessive but I keep on denying them. This few days, I just realize that I am totally what I think I am. Haha! So there you go, the bad side of me. So people, just bare with me. I'm not that bad actually :| Just dun take whatever is mine, or think of borrowing them from me, or touch them, or look at, let alone stealing them from me. Blanje...tgk time ar. See, I'm not that bad rite? :D

Runaway

What I really want to do now is SHOPPING!!! Here's what's on my mind :-

• Nokia 6111 :x
• Digital Camera
  
• Lots and lots of clothes
• 2 pairs of jeans
• Handbags
• Expensive lingeries :|
• Slimming tools [ U-zap for instance] Need to get rid of some unwanted things on some parts Urgh~
  
• All kinds of shoes
• Ticket flights of many2 destinations

My only problem is, I dun haf the money. Or if I do have the money, there are none which interest me. Sad huh? :( SUrely it feels great when I can buy all these things one shot! I can imagine myself with all the shopping bags. I dun mind the pain having to carry those bags Haha. Heaven I tell u!!!
Haish...Berangan ni mmg best!

Baby

A friend of mine has just giving birth to her baby boy. Baby Hazeeq :) Congrats Mash! Best betol. On the 18th die deliver, harini dah ade depan pc ol. Mums nowadays Haha! Good for her and her family Hehe...

I've watched Gubra!!!It was funny. Not like Sepet which a bit sedey in the end. Gubra macam xde part yg sedey. I like the script above all. Haha!! Tapi ending die was really saket hati ar! For those who haven't watch it, You have to wait for the very end because the ending part was the most saket hati. It makes u really wonder whether everything was just a dream, or that particular scene is the dream erk :| Amani macam budak2 ok!! Yasmin Ahmad shud change la the way she ends her story, or ppl will stop watching her film. I'm a bit surprise because this film is clean from any cut. So Gubra is a good film with annoying ending but very very good script Hehe...

It has been 4 days since I haven't seen him. I've been busy with exam and him with his FYP. Kelakar la because we are about few metres apart. Kalau jalan kaki, 15minutes la lebeh kurang dah sampai. But still, no time to see each other Haha...So, this is like when both of us are working, the future life. I hope by then we are filthy rich and live the happiest lives, then the future wouldn't feel too sucky haha! I do miss seeing him tapi die tanak jumpe pon even dah free sket nih :( Dem yuh!

Pomp told me that there will be a new promotion at stabux and it has something to do with banana Wee~. DUn wori Pomp, I surely go one!

Its the time of the month and usually I was ok about it, but now it was so damn heavy & I hate it!

Everyday I Love You Less And Less

[Currently listening to Everyday I Love You Less And Less]

When you have a lot of stuff to do, it's just the perfect moment to think of holidays. Holidays are fun especially when you have bunch of money you could spend and plenty of leisure time. That would be HEAVEN I tell you! Yes! Workloads are exasperating. I need vacations!

I loooove banana. That day, I just ate a banana pie. It tastes like goreng pisang Haha. But I like it. Those who haven't try them before, should try it. It's good :) Thanks to Ill for buying me *Hugs* & now I feel like eating a banana Sigh~

I have a cicak probably a jantan in my toilet near the shower :|

p/s: Men nowadays don't give flowers anymore<<- Good Fact Haha...

¤Forgiveness¤

Forgiveness
Is more than saying sorry
Sorry sorry sorry
Forgiveness
Means accepting people's flaws
Flaws flaws flaws
To forgive is divine
So let's have a glass of wine
And have makeup sex
Until the end of
Time
Forgiveness
Does not mean compromising
Let's forgive and forget
And solve this African debt
Just like the Cheshire Cat
Who says, "Mreow! You're running out of time!"
Time time time time time,
wreeow!
Forgiveness

Haha! I watched a film called Just Friends and the lyric above is 1 one the soundtracks. It is stupid I know but I like it Huhu!!!

Sushi King

Women always late. They were never punctual. Everyone knows that. So why some people has to questioned this? Why 'I Dun Understand Why You Are Late' question must popped into some people's mouth when supposedly everyone should know women always late? Sigh~-

People do crazy things when they are mad, when they are angry at something or someone. Yeah, I've been there before. But why does 'Think Before You Act' phrase ever existed if there are not meant for what it means :| Think wisely before you do something stupid. There are other different things to manage your anger.Hmmm...

I know i've been craping and toshing, but it is 8.14 in the morning and I didn't just woke up early in the morning and suddenly thinking of blogging, but I haven't sleep for the night. Crap~'

WeeHee

Men lies. I know zero number of people who never lies. Everybody lies. Why is it so hard to not to lie? Is it difficult to just tell the truth?
There's a term called 'tipu sunat' or 'white lies'. Since tadika to primary then secondary and up until now, I did learn Islamic Studies but never ever I learnt about this tipu sunat. Tipu is always berdosa, that I know. People lies to everyone regardless of anything! They lie to their friends, siblings, lecturers, their loved ones and especially to their parents.
I know I 've lied to my parents many times. Have I lied to my sister? I can't really remember any, but I think there must be 1 lie I'd told her. So, even the person you love the most you did lie at least once. Can you name one normal person who never lies and live the lives as we are now whom you really knew? That person must be a very holy and noble person...


Tomorrow, I mean tonite, I have a so-called big event. Was a bit excited about it but now I dun give a damn. I dun mind losing RM89 and not going to that event. Well, at first I was never excited to be at this event, I dun even bother of going. But he wanted to go blablabla..then I'm going, so feeling a bit seronok for some time. But now, I feel nothing. Heck!


I have 3 assignments to be submit. One is to make a satellite model as small as ever which can be put in a can that can measure temperature and some other stuff, one is to make research about multiple input multiple output and the other one is programming which I hate since I was out from my mother [So u know how much I hated this subject]. All which I have not started anything yet. Nice!!!I really hate being a student when come to time like this.

Malaysia is hot.PERIOD...

Bloody Extremely Hot

Malaysia's weather is extremely unbelievable lately. It can be verrrrrrrrrry hot like right now, and it can be all wet. Both I dun prefer at all. Raining, ok la when I'm at home. But hot weather, x kesahla dalam rumah ke luar rumah ke, I bloody dun like it. Period...

Dragon Fruit

On weekend, I went back & I'm loving it Woohoo~. I've got to see my ma, my ayah, my sister, my kakak but not my meowth :( Idayu cakap die dah lame x balik, dah ade girlfren lain.SoBsoB~. Balik makan pon tanak. Ade sekali tu die singgah jap rumah, Idayu cakap kurus gell dah die. Kesian, girlfren die x kasi die makan. Aparaa punya gelfren!
When you went home, dun ever dream of studying, it won't happen. Definitely not me :| A home is where you cud sit around lazying urself doing nothing while enjoying all the comfortness of home. Ur own bed, ur own room, ur own tv with remote on ur hand, makan sentiase ade orang masakkan, baju x yah basoh sendiri. Frankly, I'm totally hopeless at home hehehe & I like it very much. I sooooo love my life at home :D
> Daddy is admitted yesterday for endo something. It's something like u put camera inside the veins to see if there's any blockage. If it's clean, then he could go back. So praying that there's no bad ugly thing blocking his veins.
>If u wanna buy toilet freshener, look for quality not how cheap they are. It's a good advice Believe me!
>Still not fully recovered and yet there's a lot to be done. Being a student who practise delays all the time is totally tiring, practically me whom trying every sem kononnye nk berubah tapi tu sume angan-angan kosong jeh :(

Buah Pitaya-Dragon Fruit

Hari Malas Sedunia

All these days,
Hasn't been good to me,
I got cold,
I got fever,
And now,
I got a bad,
Chestpain cough,
Uhuk2~,

I sleep,
Most of the day,
And today,
I didn't go to class,
Any of my classes,
And so,
I declare,
Today is,
Hari Malas Sedunie...

Urgh~

I was really not in the best condition lately. Today I woke up many times to find the blanket, the tissues, watch spongebob while trying to get back to sleep...Finally at 6pm I woke up and took my bath. The fever is coming back & so do the headache :( I really can't do anything. All my plan on weekends spoiled SoB SoB~ All I was able to do- be on the bed doing nothing except those stuff I mentioned before :(

Heart :x

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Heh...Being bored all the time makes you wanna do quizzes like this and no! my heart is red bloodish in color. Dun u watch Grey's Anatomy for god' sake!!

T.O.S.H

I feel like writing a blog but I really dun haf anything to write actually. I just finish washing my 2 pail of clothes and my hand hurts a little.I also wash the toilet and that doubles the pain.I was supposed to have 1 midterm paper left that is on Monday but I MCed for yesterday's paper, and so I have to study for two more papers instead of 1. I am not faking MC, I am really sick ok! This morning, my stomach hurts. I spend almost 15 minutes in the toilet. Ironically, Faizal Iman suffers the same thing too at roughly the same time as I am. Mine is nothing serious because I am not feeling anything unease now but he was really in pain. Pity him :(
I saw my sister's status at Y!m asking kenape kite tersedu? I thot this hiccup thing is explainable, but scientist still can't figure why exactly and I am shock.
Well, it seems that I do have something to write Heh.

Wedding Bells

My 1st midterm paper for the sem just ended and it was ...[really dun know how to describe]

Was planning to watch Grey's Anatomy when suddenly I saw a friend of mine online whom I need to ask her something[mind the structure]. Guess what?!! She's getting married!!!It was like terkejot gile sebab kawin is a big deal{Durgh~!} & she wants to get married. So I'm like kagum gile ar. No offence to sape2 yg plan to be getting married soon. Good for her. And I have another friend who's getting married end of this year, 1 gonna be engaged and my cousin too is getting engaged. All are the same age as I am. *Congrats to all of them*
Well, as for me, cari duit banyak2 dulu..baru fikir kawin la kot. Tah la, haven't given any deep thots yet.

My steering wheel's horn cover fell off because of the hot weather of malaysia. The thing inside that holds it melted.My mirror yg kt atas tu pon gonna fell off. So ayahanda tercinta...I want a new car plizzz :*

«Demam»

It's the TV series fever!!!
There are The OC, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives,How I Met Your Mother,Prison Break...
My room-mates are crazy,
My friends are into them,
My best-mates are obsess,
My families are too.

Heh.

~x(

Have a break...Have a Kit Kat

The other day, I bought the limited edition of kitkat. The lemon cheesecake flavour. Taste like...lemon cheesecake chocolaty like

e-saudagar.com

Hey all ..

I just launch a new auction site for fellow Malaysians.. This site is www.esaudagar.com

The best thing is, its totally free to bid and to sell. Fees may be introduced in the future but still not planning on it yet. There is no fees watsoeva except for opening the store.

So I hope you can register urself and start an auction. It's simple as ABC Heh~. I'd really appreciate that. Any suggestions and opinions negative or postive is most welcome. Bunch of thanks.

Do visit this site ..

www.esaudagar.com

I am gonna become a L.E.S.B.I.A.N

I think, the best remedy when you're unhappy or feeling fucked up til it makes you wanna become a lesbian is by listening to Avril Lavigne's. It is really soothing..Trust me!!! And that is exactly what I am doing right now. So far, the best suits my current mood is Together. Cherish the lyric :-

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[Chorus:]
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[Chorus]

My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[Chorus x2]

When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together, no
I don't feel together

·Joyeux Anniversaire·

Ilyana Johari Teh dearie,

• The pic says it all
  
• Have a boombastic one yah!! Mwah

xoxo,
Irna Izura Ishak Ismail

Happiness Is Not A Fish

This afternoon, I escaped one class just because of one darn CD. But I left all my notes in the room where the class is supposed to be held. So I can't get in to take the notes...Yelah name pon escape, x kan nk masok kelas tu lak...My next class is at 6pm, so I have wasted 4hours doing nothing. Not that I intend to, but because of this CD makes me didn't have any mood to do something beneficial. So I talked, and talked and went to their class but was listening to Azura's MP3..As time pass by, I felt sleepy. Then suddenly I didn't want to go to my 6pm class. In fact, I have started thinking of escaping many2 more classes as I think that my life of going to classes has finally bored me. So I went back home and sleep Wee~.At 545pm Watie woke me up and suddenly I want to go to class sebab takot nanti menyesal lak. It was a Control Theory class taught by Mr. Mathias. The class was interesting unbelievably!!!After the class, I realize that I am not gonna escape any of my classes anymore :) all thanks to Mr Mathias Foo Fui Lin

What do you think???

»Berfikiran demikian kerana hasutan syaitan .. Menggoyah iman memuncak dosa .. Berdosakah kanda jika kanda menyatakan .. Hati ini menyepi tanpa dinda .Jiwa ini bermimpi gelap gulita tanpa dinda .. Dan raga ini bagai berbudi tidak berbahasa tanpa dinda«

Current Mood: None
Current Listening: None
Current Watching:Monitor Screen

Dust-Free Zone

I really can't stand dust! It make me sneeze all the time besides other major health problems. And believe me, Cyberjaya is totally full of dust. And unfortunately my house in in Cyberjaya :( I am a student...an engineering student...plus, a MMU engineering student whom you know is extremely totally busy with assignments and well you know...study stuff!!!So I don't have much time get rid of the dust in my room [the whole rumah lagi la!!]And so you can guess how terrible the dust condition in my room :| But tonight, it is dust-free zone here...Finally Wee~

YadaYada

As I was looking through my tones of pictures in my computer, I came across this 1 picture which before this I haven't realize how beautiful and nice it is.Well now it's already be my wallpaper Heh. Anyway, I love this picture. I neither look fat nor thin, and so does he. The skin is still reddish white, not like I am now :(. And the picture itself look very happy and friendly and fun to look at. One because I'm in the picture [Oh!Well!!~]. Second because the scenary is nice. Third is because we look very happy and enjoy every moment of everything [Which we are :) and hope shall forever will be Chewah~]. And I really like his-everyday-quote. Instead of saying lempang kang, or cubit kang or baling kang, or sepak kang...he used "Miscall Kang"

Oh! & I L.O.L.O.L.O.L.O.V.E Richard Gere Mwacks~!

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical 2

How a Rm150 differ from a RM30:-

• You can even see the makeup of each actors/actresses
• You can hear every detail of the words, regardless of the echo
• You just sit back and relax and can enjoy the show instead of to strain your back all the time just to watch it
• You can see the conductor's hand :P
• The sound is SUPERB!!
• You've got to sit next to many celebrities and famous person Hehe...
• Unfortunately you cannot see Agus Rafiz Hashim in action :( ...FYI, he's my Mr. Timpani Guy :x

Yesterday, my friends and I were having lunch at The Manhattan Fish Market(Did I get it right??) It was fantastic. Lame gell Ok x jumpe derang sume. Asyik cite pasal kesah lame jela. Thanks to Umar Zayeed for the layanan. Thanks to Mak Salwa for paying the bills [Malu gile sebab mak die order air segelas je, kitorang order sampai 3 kuali :|]...

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical

PGL The Musical is da bomb!! From 1 to five stars, I'm gonna give them a hundred!!! It was really good. Everyone, even the extras were excellently brilliant. Their performances were superb. Adlin comel sangat menari!!! Anak Sultan pon comel nak mamp. AC Mizal was unbelievable. Bayan was pretty. Stephen Hughes was very fluent but has a very cute way saying "S" and he can really hold a long note veerrryy long & x pecah langsong. Tiara was undoubtly(??!) tremendous. The songs were very interesting. And of course the Timpani Player who caught my attention the most. I am totally in luv with U :*
Kesimpulannye, sape x tgk mmg rugi gell!!!


p/s: Dun buy the RM30 tickets. You won't regret it even if you pay RM150 each :)